Happy birthday darling, I hope you are having a lovely day and like all the lovely gifts that have been left at your garden for you. I really wish I could give you a big birthday hug and we could all be together celebrating today. I can't believe this time last year I was so excited you had arrived and were so small and gorgerous and I was so proud and had so many plans for you and your big brother and sister and I cant believe how quickly that was all taken away. from the day you were born we had such a special bond, you were always in my arms or sitting on my knee, we had such a wee connection with each other and my arms feel so empty now and no-one can or will ever replace that until we meet again and I can hold you tightly again, love you so much baby, lots of love mummy xxxx